"Crying is all right in its way while it lasts. But you have to stop sooner or later, and then you still have to decide what to do." -C.S. Lewis
There comes a time whenever a tough decision arises in your life. Ha! "tough." Tough is when you have to study for an exam when you aren't really sure what the subject matter is. Tough is trying to pedal your bike up a steep hill. Tough is deciding between which camera lens you wan't to buy next.
No, "tough" isn't the word here. "Difficult" isnt the word either.
You sit and think. You don't eat, sleep, or have a normal conversation. It wears you down and pulls at every part of your being. You try to distract yourself with movies, games and books. Then you go to online message board hoping someone out there has been in the same situation as you and has the perfect answer that magically makes everything work. But it doesn't help. Nothing helps.
You have to buckle down, strengthen yourself up, and make the decision.